Reasons

He gave me a reason for not being with me, but I never believed it was the only reason. Ridiculously, I thought it was the 10 pounds I recently gained, then I believed I wasn't enough for him. But after sitting with it for a day, I now believe I may actually have been too much for him. Too much woman, too much girl, too much mouth, too much sound, too much affection, too much sex. Too much Katie.

And the thing is, there's nothing I could or would do to change that.

I am her.